5
Noah rarely goes home.
After that, he simply never came back.
My living expenses were given by my housekeeper, and he never worried that I would run away.
Because he knew that without money, a blind man like me could not survive.
I carried my daughter out of the door and said my final goodbyes to her kindergarten teachers and classmates.
Looking at my daughter's face, which seemed to be hesitant to speak, I sighed. What child doesn't like his father? She must be suffering. If possible, I hope Noah can see my daughter for the last time and leave her with a good impression.
After thinking about it, I took out my cell phone and called Noah.
"Shine misses you, do you have time to meet today?" Unexpectedly, Noah was not impatient.
" I'm in the hospital today, if I have time later..."
Suddenly, a hoarse female voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Noah, if you're busy, go back first. It's okay for me to check it alone."
It's Bamboo! She's awake!
Instantly, Noah's voice became panicked.
"How could that be? Your problem is such a big deal, how can I leave you alone?"
"There's nothing wrong with my family. They're just some insignificant people. They won't cause any trouble."
"Bamboo, lie down! I'll feed you."
As he spoke, Noah's voice became farther and farther away, as if he had forgotten to hang up the phone.
That gentle and considerate voice sounded just like him twenty years ago.
At that time, he looked down at me from the tree, and spoke to me patiently with a smile on his face.
" If you don't bring the kitten down and treat it quickly, it may not survive tonight."
When we first met, I was captivated by his tenderness.
But now he has turned around and given this kind of tenderness to someone else and will never give it to me again.
Yes, Bamboo is awake.
The person he has been thinking about has come back, but why should I, a superfluous person, exist any longer?
I hung up the phone with a wry smile and wiped away my tears.
Finally, I smashed the phone to pieces, held my daughter in my arms, got in the car, and headed resolutely to the edge of the cliff.
I kissed my daughter's forehead and whispered, "I'm sorry. Mom gave birth to you, but you didn't live a good life. But it's okay. After today, everything will be over."
After getting off the bus, I took off my shoes.
My daughter in my arms was given medicine and slept soundly.
I walked towards the edge of the cliff step by step, looked at the endless abyss, and closed my eyes.
Noah, I'll give you freedom.
Today, I want to say goodbye to all of this once and for all.