4

I came out of the company, but Shane didn't chase me out, probably because he was trying to coax Quincy. When I got home, I started to pack all my things. Clothes, bags, jewelry, everything that belonged to me, I had to take it all away, and I couldn't let anyone get away with it.

I thought Shane would find out after I moved out. I didn't expect him to come back so early today. In the past, I might have been a little touched and thought he was trying to coax me. But now, I know that those thoughts were just self-deception.

Shane looked at the messy luggage on the floor, collapsed on the sofa and asked me: "What are you doing?" I didn't answer him, but my hands didn't stop moving.

Shane finally lost his patience, came over and grabbed my wrist, and said in a cold tone: "Didn't you hear me asking you a question? What are you doing?"

I turned around slowly, stared into his eyes, and said word by word: "You really can't remember what you said to me, right? You have forgotten everything I like and don't like. Since you don't care, then I will let you go."

Shane's hand on my wrist slowly tightened, causing me to frown in pain. He narrowed his eyes, which were as cold as ice. He asked me, "Do you mean to break up?"

I pulled my wrist out with force, moving it gently without looking at him. I said, "Just because of Quincy ? I didn't do anything to let you down, why are you so unreasonable!"

It turns out that in his eyes, everything he has done can be covered up by saying "I didn't do anything to let you down". Where is the definition of being worthy?

The half-folded clothes slipped from my hands, and I felt the slight tremor in my palms. I continued, "You stayed together late at night, sent her to the hospital, had dinner alone, packed underwear for you, nominally a business trip, but actually a trip for two. Yelled at me for the gift she gave you. These are not what you call sorry, so what does it mean? Does it mean that the two of you have to sleep in the same bed and something happens?"

Big tears fell from my eyes directly onto the bed sheets, leaving dark marks. This is the second time I cried today. I didn't shed so many tears when I started my own business and slept in the basement and ate a bowl of instant noodles with two people. At that time, he also said, "I won't let you cry because it's so hard now, and I won't let you cry in the future."

I was choking with sobs, but I still said it word by word: " Shane , let's forget it. What I care about is not Quincy as a person, but your attitude towards her and what you do to her. Those details that are only shown to the person you love are the fatal blow to me. Your heart is no longer with me. Even if there is no Quincy , there will be Zhang Qian and Li Qian."

This is the first time I have said it so clearly since we had a rift. In fact, I have always understood it in my heart, but I was afraid to face the fact that Shane did not love me. Now that I have figured it out, what's the point of not facing it? Facts are facts, and I am the only one who is hurt. It is better to suffer a short pain than a long one.

Shane then realized that I was not just throwing a tantrum, but was serious. I finally saw a trace of panic on his face. His lips moved and he asked me in disbelief, "So, are you going to give up on me?"

I nodded firmly, not giving myself the chance to hesitate. Although I was the one who let go first, I was not the one who let go easily. I hoped Shane could be more decisive and let me go if he no longer loved me. But the reality was not always what I expected.