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After hanging up the phone, I walked straight into the Huayi Entertainment building and found Julia.

When she saw me, she was stunned for a moment, her face full of heartache. After all, in her eyes, I have always been that beautiful, shining star, not the ordinary and decayed one I am now.

"Sit down," she said softly.

"I'm glad you came to see me." She continued, "Anna, you shouldn't be like this..."

She is a mature and charming woman, and she is also my mentor. She has nurtured me to be what I am today.

I ruined my career at the height of my fame and chose to return to my family. I thought she would be disappointed in me and even prepared to be abandoned by her.

But unexpectedly, she said to me: " Anna , I respect your decision. But if you regret it one day, you can come back to me. There will always be a place for you here!"

Her words came true. She had expected that I would regret it, but she respected my decision and left a way out for me.

It is my greatest blessing to have someone who understands me so well in this world. I really regretted it, so now I have come back to find her.

"Julia, I'm sorry. I used to...let you down." I whispered.

She shook her head. "Wrong."

I raised my eyebrows in surprise, "What's wrong?"

" You shouldn't apologize to me, but should come back to me as soon as possible, find the former Anna , and join hands with me to crush all those who hurt you into the dust! This is the Xu Qingyan I know!" Her words were full of strength and encouragement.

Hearing her words, I burst out laughing, "Then... it's a pleasure to work with you!"

"It's a pleasure to work with you!" We shook hands tightly.

After signing the contract, I couldn't help crying. She consoled me carefully, "Why are you crying? He's just a man. It's not too late to turn back now!" I shook my head but said nothing. What she didn't know was that in my previous life, I insisted on my own way and chose marriage, and I didn't turn back even though I was hurt all over. At that time, I was afraid to think of my once dazzling star career, and I was also afraid that she would see my embarrassment.

It has been fifty years since I last saw her.

"Julia, it's so good to have you..." My eyes were red from crying.

She comforted me carefully, "Don't cry, I will accompany you to venture into the entertainment industry again."

I cried even harder after hearing her words of comfort. I was such a complete fool before! I actually let down Julia who loved me so much and chose the man who never loved me!

After finishing my work, I stroked my belly. If I remember correctly, it was at this time that I found out that I was pregnant in my previous life.

In my previous life, I was ecstatic when I found out I was pregnant. I even thought I could use this child to bind his heart. I thought that with a child, we would have a home and a bridge. But I was so wrong.

I overestimated myself and underestimated his heart. He often went on business trips, and his destination was always the city where she lived. Even when I was in labor and had a difficult time, he was still skiing with that woman in Switzerland.

He said, "It's just giving birth. I'm not a doctor. What difference does it make whether I'm there or not?" I felt pain, but I didn't want to face the fact that my husband didn't love me. Later, I simply chose to deceive myself. As long as I didn't go to see him, he didn't betray me.

Later, we walked through life together. I thought I had won the bet, but when I saw Kevin's diary that day and saw how much he had written about his love for her, I realized that I had already lost everything.

Now that I think about it, I was really stupid. I made an appointment for surgery and went to the hospital alone the next day.

Before going on the operating table, the doctor asked me: "Do you want to think about it again? This is a very healthy and cute boy. I'm afraid you will regret it."

A healthy and lovely boy? I raised my mouth sarcastically and stroked my flat belly. I thought so in my previous life, but what was the result? Genes are a magical thing. Even the child I gave birth to after a narrow escape from death doesn't love me.