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I am an orphan adopted by the Shao family, and grew up with Jason Smith. People always say that I am a scheming woman who is after rich men, and call me shameless and cheap. But Jason Smith always defends me angrily: "Cynthia is my sister, you are not allowed to bully her!" From then on, I fell deeply in love with him.

He has always taken good care of me, which made me often mistakenly think that he also liked me. However, he fell in love with Monica in high school . That proud girl, beautiful and with outstanding grades, made me not even have the courage to be jealous. I could only watch them flirt in pairs silently.

It was not until they graduated from high school and Monica went to France for further studies that they broke up. Not long after, Monica had a new boyfriend. That night, Jason Smith drank so much that his stomach bled, and he cried and asked me if he was not worthy of being loved, so Monica left him. I gave him 1,314 paper cranes that I folded by myself with heartache, and told him: "Ayan, no, I will always be with you."

After that night, we got together naturally. But Jason Smith said coldly: "Don't think I will marry you if you sleep with me! You are not even as good as a hair of Monica !" Although it was painful, I always thought that as long as I treated him well, he would be moved by me sooner or later.

So , from love to marriage, I gave everything for him. His friends looked down on me and called me a bootlicker. But I didn't care. I always rushed to the bar after receiving his call late at night and listened to his disdainful mockery of me. For ten years, I have been deceiving myself, believing that he would fall in love with me completely one day.

However, on the day when Monica returned to China, he actually left me alone on the mountain road. I walked step by step from dawn to dusk, and finally returned to the city after a narrow escape. I happened to see the fireworks lit by Jason Smith to welcome Monica. At that moment, I finally understood how destructive the white moonlight was. Everyone said that I was finally going to be abandoned.

But it doesn't matter, I'm so tired. This time, I really don't care.